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DAMIZZA TAKES A CHRONIC VACATION: EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW | June 15, 2009 |
Hip-hop is all about keeping it real, and that’s exactly we’re doing here on Chronic Vacation today. Over the past several months, rumors have run rampant about Damizza and his forthcoming autobiography “Guilty By Association.” Is it a tell-all? Is Mariah Carey gonna sue him? Are the executives at Power 106 pissed off? What’s Dr. Dre’s involvement? We decided to cut out the middleman for this one and bring the truth straight to you guys. This isn’t an interview. It’s a conversation between two hip-hop fans, presented for other true hip-hop fans who want some answers. Enjoy.
Eddie G: Yeah, let’s talk a little bit about the book. We just got off the phone doing an interview with Proof Of Life radio and now I think people are starting to understand what the book’s going to be about. But a lot of people still seem to have it twisted…
Damizza: Well first, before we start, I want to welcome Proof Of Life to the Chronic Vacation family. They are really doing it for the right reasons, and that’s what Chronic Vacation will always be about. We’re dealing in the reality of hip-hop. Chronic Vacation was set up to escape the editorials and sideline hating. We want to be a venue and an outlet in support of artists and fans alike that really do it for the love of music.
But, back to the topic, the book is dope. It’s about a fan of hip-hop – me - who fell in love with bringing people together through music and using it as a platform to do some good. A lot of people don’t gravitate to positivity. They want the drama. Drama is what sells records these days. But at the end of the day, it’s not supposed to be like that. I’ll admit, I lost my focus with that for a minute too. But, I’ve got my head on straight now. And I want to say thanks to you, Eddie, and J Marshall Craig, for helping me find the voice for this book. You guys were a big part of making this come together. It’s an amazing book, and I’m not saying that because it’s mine. It’s the people that play a part in my story: Eminem, Dr. Dre, 2Pac, Michael Jackson, Mariah Carey, Al Gore, Jay-Z, Nate Dogg – and we all pray for Nate Dogg to get better. The fans have never had a chance to hear some of the stuff that goes on behind the scenes, and all of the things that that made all of these guys stars. You’ll hear about Eminem before he became a star. You’ll hear about The Notorious B.I.G.’s mindset the morning before he died as he was sitting in my office, telling me how good it felt to be out on the West Coast.
I got disgruntled with the book at first. In the press, the hip-hop sites took out all of the stuff about working with Korn and Mariah, and said it was a tell-all on Dr. Dre. Then all the Mariah sites said it was a tell-all on her. That’s not what I’m about. I want to tell you the stories of how your favorite records came together, as one fan to another. It got away from that, and it really affected me. It’s a really weird feeling when you walk into a supermarket with your Grandma and you see a National Enquirer or a Star Magazine saying that you’re writing a tell-all on Mariah. Let me ask you a question, Eddie. How did it feel seeing your name in the National Enquirer?
Eddie G: Now let’s talk about the cease and desist notice Mariah Carey sent you about the “Guilty By Association” book…
Damizza: That’s just lawyers running scared. I would never cheapen her or myself and air someone out like that. I know in some of this interview, it sounds very blunt. I’m not trying to say anything about anyone personally. The truth isn’t always popular, but, it’s always the truth, and when it comes to Mariah, I don’t have anything bad to say about her. I don’t say anything about her personal business, the “Glitter” album, her health, or anything like that. In the book, I’m telling stories about our trip to the Super Bowl when we met Al Gore, or when we recorded “Crybaby.” Me, Snoop Dogg, Battlecat, and Kurupt were under Snoop’s mixing board with flashlights trying to get the microphone to work. It’s stuff like that. It’s not negative. I’m not trying to write a tell-all about people’s business. But that just goes to show you that when you’ve got someone in the background who has been so involved with all these projects and lives, people get a guilty conscious and are going to say, “Wait a minute, he knows too much, and what if he says this about me?” That’s not what I’m about. The book is about positivity, and it’s about a music fan that was lucky enough to work with somebody as beautiful and smart as Mariah Carey.
The thing that does bother me is that she knows me. We were best friends for a long time and she knows what I’m about. So if there was a problem, she just should have picked up the phone and said, “Dame, what is this all about?” I would have sent her the chapter and let her read it. I’ve always been a big advocate for her, so why would I do something like that to destroy a career I helped bring back? I mean, let’s go back in time. When she left Sony with “Glitter” and all those other projects, I took a big step to help out somebody who wasn’t doing so well, and I took on the Sony system at the same time. She did a lot for me, and in fact, the chapter is more about how smart and generous she is. She could program a radio station if she wanted to. She’s an amazing writer. It’s really about how smart and savvy of a woman she is and how she doesn’t get credit for it. There’s been people that have tried to use her as a platform to get famous. I’ve never done that. She asked me to be in every single one of her videos, she asked me to be on MTV Cribs with her, and I always turned that stuff down. I didn’t charge her money for producing “I Still Believe.” She offered me money for that and I said, “No. I just appreciate you giving me a shot!” That’s what the chapter’s about. Every Mariah fan will read it 10 times if they want to know how cool she really is. And you may get some surprises too.
What I’m trying to stress is, I didn’t write the book from a vendetta-based point-of-view. That would make me just like the haters I despise. I’m just going to tell you the truth on what happened and let you think what you want about it. I’m gonna tell you the good things that happened working on “Trauma” with DJ Quik. I’ll tell you about how cool Quik was to teach me all the things he did about the art of production. And I’m gonna break down the deal I brokered that gave him his own label and more money than he’s ever made in his career.
The truth is, I needed to take some time off and digest it all. The book was my therapy. From the time I was 12, I worked. I retired at 30 because I was just burnt out. I became an alcoholic, and I went to rehab. It got to be too much. And I realized that nobody around me cared. All they wanted to know was how much I could make them and how big I could make them. You wake up one morning and you realize that no one really cares about you, and everything around you is fake. It’s a pretty heavy thing to face. People would ask me questions about Power, or questions about Mariah, and I wouldn’t give them what they wanted. They wanted some negative words, and I just wouldn’t do that. But now, I just think it’s funny that something I did almost 10 years ago, like introducing Mariah to Eminem, is still at the forefront of the news. That was a mistake, and I’m sorry! (Laughs)
But you can read in-depth about all of this stuff in the book. I hope that people don’t take this interview as me being bitter and talking trash. It’s just reality.
Eddie G: And the fans deserve to know the truth…
Damizza: They do. And like I said before, that’s the other problem. You can probably count on two hands the number of real music fans left in the music industry now. So there’s no passion going on. We took job chances, life chances, and penitentiary chances bringing your favorite artists to the airwaves. That’s what the book is about. I can only tell you what’s going on from my professional or personal standpoint as someone that played hard and retired from the game as a winner. And that’s just what I’m gonna do.
People forgot what made them successful. It was having fun! If you’re not having fun, then why are you doing it? I didn’t want to be one of those people on the Titanic, aka Power 106, as it was going down just because I thought it was unsinkable. Anything is sinkable. And if you say it can’t sink, sooner or later somebody’s gonna make it their mission to bring it down.
“Guilty By Association,” by Damizza, J. Marshall Craig, and Eddie G, will be available at Amazon.com and a bookstore near you on September 11th, 2009.
(Chronic Vacation | Thanks Eddie Gurrola)
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